Today was one of those days.
Nothing has happened, there is no great drama, everyone is well, but we had one of those conversations that opens up possibilities that we’d rather not have to deal with.
And I had to suck it up and run a training meeting for some lovely ABA trainees. I couldn’t pull out an hour before the meeting was due to start, and I couldn’t cry through it, I just had to suck it up.
Thanks to the support, kindness and wisdom of some dear friends I am now much more rational and focussed, life goes on as before, and I remember my beautiful twins with gratitude.
Archimedes and Aubrey, if I can survive losing you, I can survive anything your big sibling throws at me.